Thursday, November 29, 2007
everything in my house seems to be breaking down
now the aircon in my room is dripping water
=X
10:36 AM;
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
2 papers down, 3 more to go
to yay or not to yay
the tv in the living room broke down!
maybe it's a sign that i have been watching too much television
12:16 PM;
Thursday, November 22, 2007
history and politics kill me
even if it is Japan's
oh god, i need to go shopping
12:37 AM;
Monday, November 19, 2007
Let us all never forget the simple happiness we all have in us...
The first bite of ice cream....
The burst of rainbow in the sky....
The first kiss we had...
The one hug we miss...
Lets all be happy =)
- a poem from alvin's blog which i thought was really meaningful
7:03 PM;
Saturday, November 17, 2007
i dont feel like studying so here i am blogging..
my neoprint collectiongod knows how much money i spent on them last time..
jigsaw puzzles!
my pre-loved hobby..
i have more in other parts of the house!
snoopy's around the world collection..
let's start counting the no. of happy meals i ate..
omg!
and of course this is my favourite of all :)
1:06 AM;
Friday, November 16, 2007
i just thought of posting this photo cos i think that it is really pretty :)
i feel that my life is so unfulfilled.
19 yrs and barely anything really significant has ever occurred.
maybe i should start thinking of some big, far-fetched dream.
sometimes i really do wish i have someone close to pour my heart out to.
someone who doesnt judge me.
someone who just embraces me for who i am.
and someone who truly understands me.
i may appear all cheery and nonchalant.
but deep down inside, i know how i am really feeling.
pardon me for my recent emo posts but exams do make me moody and emotional.
ok right now, i think i should just go to bed.
good night
1:12 AM;
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
i.should.really.start.studying
oh god, i'm such a procrastinator
5:00 PM;
Monday, November 12, 2007
i was talking to chuaH over msn yday night.. (yes finally he's online)
he was online because he was in bangkok (his off-day) where internet connection is presumely better..
his ulu/secluded/remote army camp in some outskirt of bangkok has a wireless network which is non-existent and even so, it take 5mins to load a pg.. poor thing!
anyway, the point i'm trying to make is:
we all live in an environment where everything is well-provided for..
i'm pretty sure we are all guilty of taking our happiness for granted..
it is nice to experience rural life once in a while..
but having to stay there for a year?
i believe i would not be able to survive for even a month..
so chuaH, hang in there, a yr will pass real soon! :)
you can teach me thai when you're back!
i cant wait for all my friends who are overseas to come back!
it really sucks esp when they are friends who are close to your heart..
lydia, i miss youuuuu!
i miss our numerous outings!
i miss our cam-whoring sessions!
i miss your hello kitty fetish!
i miss your motherly-ness!
i miss talking to you about everything under the sun!
and of course, i miss calling you sumsum!
12:28 AM;
Friday, November 09, 2007
online shopping is an addiction.
omg. somebody please stop me.
1:33 AM;
Monday, November 05, 2007
the star that i bought from school's bazaar a couple of weeks ago is finally up and shining in my room :)
so pretty isnt it? haha...
it's suppose to be a lucky star so let's hope it brings me luck for the upcoming exams..
talking about exams, some people are already staying over night in school to study..
yes, STAYOVER..my goodness..
that's something too extreme which i will never be able to do..
and no, i have not started studying for anything yet..
i'm still watching tv, shopping and youtube-ing..
wonderful.
gameplan on friday with ex vj classmates was good :)
madison pettis is really cute and she can dance! pretty well for her age too!
random thought after the movie: your perception of life is all socially constructed isnt it?
how you learn to accept ppl who lead different lives from you and how you realise they change your life..
haha ok, i'm starting to relate everything to sociology..
now, it's that a good or bad thing... hmm..
11:39 PM;
Sunday, November 04, 2007
do you realise we often take our happiness for granted till we realised it's gone?
do you realise how we often notice our flaws and not our strengths?
do you realise how we like to compare ourselves with people who we deem to be better-off and not embrace our own selves?
do you realise how sometimes you can't help it but feel like you want to be someone else just for a day?
do you realise at times you wish you had someone to listen to your ramblings?
i.need.to.learn.to.be.contented.with.my.life
and right now, i should really get started on my jap studies essay.
there are simply just some days which i just do not wish to do anything else but stare into space and dream.
1:19 AM;
i just thought of posting this photo cos i think that it is really pretty :) 
