Thursday, August 23, 2007
my timetable's finally settled :)no more bidding and balloting, at least not until next sem..thank god!sigh, i'm very troubled as to whether i should join nus dance ensemble..cos i know it needs a high level of commitment and i know i'm someone that is easily carried away by these kind of non-academic stuff (like what happen in jc)..i cant really afford to neglect my studies right now in uni..and i dont think i want to stress myself out over cca..haha ok, so much said, but let's see whether ensemble wants me first..auditions do freak me out..they are the scariest things in the world..and even though i have gone through quite a few..i got a feeling ensemble's audition is going to be tough and extremely stressful..even though how much i love dance, i know i'm not fantastic and there are a million other dancers out there who are way better than i am..hmm, maybe i'm thinking too much and ensemble isnt as stressful as i think it is..auditions on friday, so it's decision time again..omg, i hate making decisions..maybe i shld just join dance synergy which i presume is less stressful..so now it's a decision between whtr i want to dance for leisure or dance for challenges..decisions decisions decisions..sigh, insomnia tonight!
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